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In search of adventure . . .

I feel like being reckless, doing something somewhat dangerous. Not that I'm feeling like the M*A*S*H theme again . . . not that. Just a need for some excitement in my life. Hoping maybe it will jump-start my creativity.

I'm desperately wanting to to be writing. I need to be writing. But when I sit down to write everything seems dull.

I've had two people (friends-acquaintances) who aren't fanfiction readers read my stories. One, I had to ask her what she thought a month or so later. Well, had to ask if she had even read the ones I gave her at all as she hadn't said a thing about them. She said yes and had thought they were good. Then why did it take so long and my asking before she said anything?

The second person, who got a few stories the end of June, has not said anything yet.


Shakes my confidence.

(Maybe a walk in the dark alone would do it? I see that as inherently dangerous.)

I'm tired of bad, sad news. Doesn't anything good, happy happen in the world?

I'm so tired of hot weather. I would like to go walk in my favorite park but I don't want to walk in the heat. I might try to get off my butt in the morning and go before it gets too warm.

I had problems with the primer not sticking to the drywall on the ceiling I scraped and sanded in my living room. Got very upset. Then realized that the surface was probably dusty. It was. The primer stuck fine after I dusted it off. A victory!! :-)

I really need to go to fencing on Tuesday. I need to work some anger/aggression/frustration and other assorted malaises out of my system.

Hope you all are well :-)



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Aug. 27th, 2007 10:36 am (UTC)
I'm so glad to hear from you. I was getting concerned. I had actually planned to e-mail you. I still may.

Trust me, there are still good things happening, and funny things, too. I'll e-mail you and tell you some of the micro-good-thing I know of.:)

I know what you mean about wanting to write but everything seeming dull or not very good.

I, for one, miss seeing updates from you, but I'll be patient. Your updates are always worth waiting for.

As for the weather, it souonds like if we can get through the middle of this week, things should get better. I'm sick of the heat, too.

Be as daring as you wish. Just be as safe as possible while doing it.
Aug. 28th, 2007 12:47 am (UTC)
I'll be thinking of you at Dragon*Con this weekend! ((hugs))
Aug. 28th, 2007 12:58 am (UTC)
oooo! have a lot of fun :-)

hugs and hugs!
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